Testo Today It Does - Queen Butterfly
Testo della canzone Today It Does (Queen Butterfly), tratta dall'album Before You Press Play
Maybe I did too much
Maybe I got too mad
Maybe two-faced fake-ass people
Shouldn't bother me this bad
Maybe I should move on
Maybe I should be quiet
Maybe I should become the monster
Y'all keep trying to make me
And maybe one day
I'll look back and none of this will matter
But today
Today it does
I keep hearing let it go
Like that fixes what you broke
Like I'm supposed to swallow fire
Just so you don't have to choke
You lit the match
Then hid your hands
Now I'm the crazy one again
Funny how the truth gets ugly
When it don't work in your defense
I tried to be the bigger person
But I'm tired of standing tall
For people who would watch me bleeding
Then blame me for the fall
You wanted me quiet
Soft, ashamed
Wanted me to take the blame
But I got scars with your fingerprints
And I remember every name
Maybe I screamed too loud
Maybe I said too much
Maybe I gave a damn too long
About people I shouldn't trust
Maybe I'll heal someday
Maybe I'll rise above
But don't ask me to forgive you
While I'm still coughing up your dust
Maybe one day I won't care
Maybe one day I'll be free
Maybe I'll laugh at all the hell
That almost buried me
Maybe I'll move on
Maybe I'll find peace
Maybe none of this will matter
When I'm who I'm meant to be
But today it does
Today I'm mad
Today I'm still hurt
Over what I had
Today I cry
Today I cuss
Today I ain't healed
Today it does
You made me look like the villain
So you could sleep at night
Turned my reaction into evidence
And called yourself the light
You poked the wound
Then played confused
When I finally started bleeding
You don't get to break somebody
Then judge the way they're healing
I hate that I still think about it
Hate that you got in my head
Hate that I gave y'all power
When I should've left it dead
But I'm human
Not a statue
I feel things when it cuts
And I'm done pretending I'm okay
Just to make you comfortable enough
Maybe I went too far
Maybe I lost my grace
Maybe I shouldn't still feel rage
When I hear your name
Maybe I'll heal someday
Maybe I'll rise above
But right now I'm still standing
In the ashes of what was
Maybe one day I won't care
Maybe one day I'll be free
Maybe I'll laugh at all the hell
That almost buried me
Maybe I'll move on
Maybe I'll find peace
Maybe none of this will matter
When I'm who I'm meant to be
But today it does
Today I'm mad
Today I'm still hurt
Over what I had
Today I cry
Today I cuss
Today I ain't healed
Today it does
Maybe I'm the monster
Maybe that's what you need
So you don't have to face
What you really did to me
Maybe I'm too angry
Maybe I'm too loud
Maybe I'm the problem
For not staying broken down
But I know what happened
I know what was real
I know what you ruined
I know how it feels
And I don't owe forgiveness
Just because you're done
You don't get redemption
From the mouth of who you hurt
Maybe one day I won't care
Maybe one day I'll be free
Maybe I'll forgive the past
Without letting it own me
Maybe I'll move on
Maybe I'll find peace
Maybe none of this will matter
When I'm who I'm meant to be
But today it does
Today I'm mad
Today I'm still hurt
And I'm not sorry for that
Today I scream
Today I cuss
Today I'm not healed
Today it does
Maybe one day I'll let it go
Maybe one day I'll rise above
Maybe one day it won't hurt anymore
But today it does
Today it does
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