Testo The Depression Spiral - VitalWave
Testo della canzone The Depression Spiral (VitalWave), tratta dall'album The Depression Spiral
Close your eyes, let worries grow
Play the scenes you fear the most
Practice every way it breaks
Rehearse your falls, your worst mistakes
You think you're just... prepared
But baby, this is how it starts
The thoughts arrive like guests who stay
I tell myself, this is okay
I'm just being realistic, right
Running every scenario through the night
I could be the best crisis manager alive
If my brain just remembered
Good can survive
But the darkness whispers soft and low
You're just seeing what you need to know
And I believe, I believe, I believe
They compliment, but they're mocking me
One mistake and they all will leave
I generalize, I run, I hide
I don't dream, I just survive
'Cause I'm broken and the world is shit
And nothing matters anyway, does it?
DOES IT?!
My friends could never understand
Parents just don't give a damn
Fake smiles, dishonest care
Being social? My worst nightmare
I just wanna hide beneath my sheets
Disappear into a screen I'll never leave
Phone on silent, heavy metal on repeat
Metal on repeat
I'm sinking and it feels like home
In this room, I'm not alone
With my darkness
My darkness
My darkness
The shows don't make me feel anymore
Food from delivery tastes like war
The cola's flat, the neighbors scream
The children cry, everything's obscene
Even those I love feel like a chore
Can't remember what I loved them for
What I loved them for
And suddenly... everything goes numb
The noise fades out... the feeling's gone
And though it's dark, I walk this road
I'm going down, descending slow
Down the spiral, round and round
My dark world became my crown
Yeah, it's darker, yeah, it's grey
But the pain here doesn't cut the same way
I'll stay here in this bearable hell
It's tolerable, I know it well
The floor is close, I'm almost through
Just one more slip
And I'll find the bottom too
Close your eyes, let go, let go
This is home now, don't you know?
Rock-a-bye in shades of grey
Tomorrow looks like yesterday
Like yesterday
Like yesterday
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Writer(s): Vitalii Popruzhenko
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