Testo Loud Inside - Queen Butterfly
Testo della canzone Loud Inside (Queen Butterfly), tratta dall'album Loud Inside
They call it Borderline Personality Disorder
But those words don't tell you what it feels like
So let me show you
I wake up fighting battles
Nobody else can see
A war between my heart
And what my mind believes
One change inside your voice
One look across the room
And suddenly I'm terrified
You're walking out too soon
You say you need some space
My mind hears, "You don't care."
I'm grieving what ain't happened yet
Like you've already disappeared
I love with everything I've got
Sometimes that's my curse
The deeper that I love someone
The deeper losing hurts
One side says
"They love you."
The other screams
"They're leaving."
One side knows the truth
The other only feels the fear
It's so loud inside
Every feeling hits like lightning
I can love you with my whole heart
Then one wound starts dividing
BPD can paint the people
That I love in black and white
Not because my love has changed
Because my fear won the fight
I'm not trying to push you away
I'm begging you to stay
I just don't always know
How to say it
Some mornings I know who I am
Some days I lose my name
Searching every face I love
Trying to feel okay
My emotions don't whisper
They crash into my soul
Love
Fear
Shame
Guilt
All fighting for control
Sometimes words escape my mouth
That I wish I could erase
Then I carry all that guilt
Long after it fades away
I never wanted to hurt you
Most days
I'm just trying
Not to hurt myself
It's so loud inside
Every feeling hits like lightning
I can love you with my whole heart
Then one wound starts dividing
BPD can paint the people
That I love in black and white
Not because my love has changed
Because my fear won the fight
I'm not trying to push you away
I'm begging you to stay
I just don't always know
How to say it
I've questioned
If tomorrow
Was worth seeing
I've worn hospital bracelets
Instead of jewelry
I've looked in the mirror
And wondered
Who I really was
But underneath all the fear
I've never stopped
Wanting to love
I've never stopped
Wanting to be loved
I've never stopped hoping
Someone would understand me
Instead of giving up on me
It's still loud inside
Some days louder than others
But underneath the fear
Is someone
Who loves deeply
Someone
Who feels everything
Someone
Trying harder
Than the world will ever know
I'm not asking you
To fix me
I'm only asking
Before you judge me
Try to hear
The fight
You can't
They call it
Borderline Personality Disorder
I call it
The loudest fight
Nobody else can hear
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