Testo I Told My Therapist... - K.P.L
Testo della canzone I Told My Therapist... (K.P.L), tratta dall'album BEAUTIFUL LIES
K.P.L
You did it again
This for everybody smiling outside
But breaking inside
I told my therapist I'm tired of saying I'm okay
'Cause every single night I fight emotions I can't say
Everybody think I'm strong 'cause I don't show my pain
But I be losing battles every time it start to rain
I got texts I never answer, calls I let decline
Not because I hate nobody, I'm just fighting with my mind
I laugh around my people then go cry when I'm alone
That feeling when you need somebody but still don't pick up the phone
And maybe I got too used to hiding pain
Smiling through depression like everything okay
And maybe I just got tired of being strong
'Cause helping everybody else still left me feeling lost
So I'm talking to my therapist, trying not to break
Told her I'm exhausted from pretending every day
She said, "People love you," I said, "Then why I feel alone?"
Why everybody disappear the moment I need someone close?
Talking to my therapist, tears falling on my jeans
Told her I don't even recognize the person in me
She said healing take time, but I been hurting for years
And it's hard to see the light when your eyes full of tears
I hate overthinking every little thing I hear
One dry text got me thinking people switching on me weird
I give my heart too easy then regret it every time
Now I act like I don't care just so nobody see my mind
And I know I got people, but I still feel alone
That's the type of pain nobody notice 'til it show
Sometimes I wanna disappear just to see who really care
'Cause being there for everybody still don't mean they'll be there
You ever sit in your room
And stare into nothing
Thinking 'bout everything at the same time?
You ever feel tired
Without doing anything?
Yeah, that's what I'm feeling
So I'm talking to my therapist, tryna finally heal
Told her I'm scared of sadness, really how I feel
She said, "You still growing, but growing hurt sometimes
Especially when you been broken most your life"
Talking to my therapist, heart heavy when I speak
Told her I just wanna feel like myself again this week
And maybe one day the pain won't hit this deep
But until that day comes, I just pray my soul finds peace
For everybody hiding pain behind "I'm good"
I understand you now
K.P.L
You did it again
K.P.L
You did it again
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Writer(s): Katlego Prince Letsholo
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