Testo Everywhere I Look - Syer B
Testo della canzone Everywhere I Look (Syer B), tratta dall'album Fire x Frost
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I was born in the 80s
Born creative
Into a world that's gonna make or break me
Julian and Len Blake they made me
I lived on an estate
Ipscott Close, Dagnam East
Not far from where my mum was raised
Five years later the same lady that raised me was taken away
So no surprise that when I was old enough
I'd accumulated an anger inside
That would affect every part of my life
Growing up I was accused of
Having this bad attitude
What'd you expect when my whole life was a mess
And my heart was ripped out of its chest
I felt like I was left
Too many unanswered questions
I'm a child full of stress
It's always been around me
It's everywhere I look
It's always gonna find me
It's everywhere I look
It's like I can't hide from it
It's everywhere I look
But I still feel like I've been guided on every step that I took
Age 13 I was a mess
An adolescent
That had seen more than you can imagine
And finding life just too hard to fathom
Too many emotions going on in a mind
That was trying to find the right path at the time
I'm crying out for guidance
And too long those around me stayed silent
On the outside yeah I was cold
And I suppose that those around me were fooled
Into thinking that I was just dealing with this shit on my own
But the grief inside me was eating away
And leaving a feeling like I needed
To find an alternative for grieving
I found myself wandering the streets every evening
After telling my old man that I hated him
I didn't mean it
I can't imagine what he must have been feeling
But at that time I was selfish
Considering me and the way I was needing
I miss mum's love even now
And I fill up when I see pictures of her smiling
I can't remember the sound of her voice
But I know that she's watching me smiling
It's always been around me
It's everywhere I look
It's always gonna find me
It's everywhere I look
It's like I can't hide from it
It's everywhere I look
But I still feel like I've been guided on every step that I took
When I was 14 I was rolling with a crowd
And it was then that I found
I was laughing more than I was feeling drowned
Every night we was on some shit in a manor
Not caring about
What was really going on in my life
'Cause right there was what I was caring about
We would go three ways on a crate of beer
Six ways on an ounce of bud
Two ways of getting that you're not
Who would have thought that beer and drugs
Would have made up for pain and loss
But it came at a cost
I was like a stranger to my family
Spending more time on the road than the ones that were around me
I didn't know what was around me
And nor did I care much
In that fear I was drowning
Over my head was a cloud that would follow me around
Every step that I took felt like the
Ground was gonna cave and I'm falling
Every day I'm surrounded, gagged and bound
And the kids around me live life in the playground
Spent most of my childhood days in a state
Of trying to break down my surroundings
It's always been around me
It's everywhere I look
It's always gonna find me
It's everywhere I look
It's like I can't hide from it
It's everywhere I look
But I still feel like I've been guided on every step that I took
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Writer(s): Mark Blake, Josh Harman
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