Testo Anxiety - VERLO
Testo della canzone Anxiety (VERLO), tratta dall'album Through It All
Yea, please don't tell me your proud of me
I don't like hearin' that honestly
One in the air for anxiety
Look in the mirror like why do you lie to me?
All my life shit was hard for me
All these gray clouds that would follow me
Kept on tellin' me lies like tomorrow we
Gonna feel better, I said that shit yesterday
Keep on lookin for better days, or even a better way
Depression is everyday and I don't know if it's gon' go away
Yea all I know is that I'm here and I didn't ask for this pain
So tell my family that I lied, I'm not okay
This life get hard, I know that
That's why I'm takin' Prozac
Mix in it with the drugs and the cognac
Will I be different, make a change?
Or will I stay the same?
Follow my legacy of drugs to the brain
Yea they numbin' the pain
Lately I been coping
I'm trying to figure out where the fuck my damn soul went
Dealing with my inner demons, wish that I could protest
Feelin' like a guest up inside of my own self
Torment inside of my brain everyday
Try to sleep but I can't so I lay here in vein
Voice in my head got me going insane
Poppin' these pillies to numb up my pain
Yo I built up a border they always invade
Demons got me leashed, they ain't dropping that chain
Closed all the exits I ain't gettin away
All this shit in my mind I wish I could erase
Look in the mirror that smile is fake
Mind just keeps racing someone hit the brake
If you build your life well what the fuck do I make?
Lookin' okay but containing my pain
I'm locked in this mindset that I can't get out of
Alone in my room where I sit in denial
Reminisce on them days back when I was a child
Trying to remember the last time I meant when I smiled
This music the drug that keep setting me free
It's all that I got when the pills ain't in me
You say it's my fault like I'm holding the key
I don't know who you are, I'm still trying to know me
Yea, please don't tell me your proud of me
I don't like hearin' that honestly
One in the air for anxiety
Look in the mirror like why do you lie to me?
All my life shit was hard for me
All these gray clouds that would follow me
Kept on tellin' me lies like tomorrow we
Gonna feel better, I said that shit yesterday
Keep on lookin for better days, or even a better way
Depression is everyday and I don't know if it's gon' go away
Yea all I know is that I'm here and I didn't ask for this pain
So tell my family that I lied, I'm not okay
Try watchin' my step but I just keep on trippin'
Depression is cripplin', yea I'ma admit it
Warm in my room but my heart don't stop chillin'
Someone help me out of this hole I keep diggin'
Wishing for love do I actually want it?
If life came with rent would I make a deposit?
Slavery ain't gone 'til my mind is abolished
I'm copin' with trauma just me being honest
Its a crisis my mind gettin' hella loud
Take the pic off the wall I don't want it mounted
What happiness feel like and what's the amount I have to pay for it?
I was in the store, I offered my soul for it
I wanted more, had my money saved for it
Get me restored, go ahead take what u want I just need a hit
Look, endless how this pain feel inside of me
Ride with me, please do not lie to me
Abide by me, I deny anyone trying to help me, what's wrong with me?
I need some guidance, say fuck you to anyone guiding me
I want to be happy but don't allow happiness
Damn I feel trapped, is somebody trapping me?
Oh no
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Writer(s): Oliver Schroeder
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